Saturday, March 24, 2007

my life is beautiful........

I've had an up and down time of it lately, but life is so good still. I have so many things I am grateful for, and the clouds have been looking particularly puffy and luminescent lately.

It's all good.

I saw the moon on Wednesday night and it was hanging just below the evening star. The sky was clouded with smoke haze and gave the moon a different glow, like a kind of bronze-like sheen, below the brilliant white beaming evening star. It looked like a necklace pendant. Just stunning against the sunset sky with the irridescent blue fading into the smokey orange near the horizon. Am I being descriptive enough? This was just so blooming lovely. Equinox first cresent. Nyce.

Charlotte lost her first front top tooth today. We had several doses of Rescue Remedy with Mimulus, and then more talking, a few tears (I'm ok now) and then she had a cry too "because sometimes, *big breath in* I just need to have a cry Muuuuuuuuum", and then she just gave me a running commentary on it's removal as I had to sit outside the ensuite on the bed while she pulled it out. All in all it took about 40 minutes, which is about on par with the last tooth removal. I'm just happier that this one came out in the afternoon and not at 10pm.

Geez I was tired the last time.

I gave myself a big pat for being so patient and kind and not giving up and sending her to bed so she could just suck it out in her sleep............

I also swam with fish today in the tidal pool at Biggera Waters on the Gold Coast. Not much that can't be fixed by a dip with fishies. I feel sunkissed. Invigorated with the saltiness of the sea, and generally very bloody nice.

Sunday, March 04, 2007

ee! ah! oo! uh! iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!




Just reviewed my statement above about being a target. Now I think I might change it to something less..........um..........violent.


Business has revved up. I have become busier. I have become more sober. I have lost weight and feel better. All successes. Then I have episodes of implosion. is this just a balance of experience? Let's hope so.


So maybe I should state something like,


"I am the focus for all supportive and beautiful energy attracted to my unique frequency signature. Stand me up in the light and let waves of pure abundance wash towards me! I am ready to be supremely wealthy in perfect ways"


Oh how new age. I luv it.